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But thats the thing................I cause death, I'm this cold hearted beast that consumes the blood of others. I'm a monster! I try to make it seem like it doesn't bother me but it does. So much that my hands don't seem the same anymore. I don't want death to feel normal to me, I don't want depression its just, I don't want to be.........less human then what I seem to be like.......

Human.....I dont think I've ever truly felt human, even though I quite obviosly am. Its just always been some little animalistic feeling that I had deep inside ever since I was a kid. That feeling came out one night and I almost killed someone. I wanted to do it so bad. And something inside me still wants me to do it.

.............wanna trade lives?

I wouldn't want anyone to have to take lives to survive so that is one of the reasons this is my burden to bare. I'm a monster and usually I can accept that. But I'm not just a monster, I'm a writer, an artist, and a friend.

And a good friend at that. ^_~

And I'm not a monster...........I FRICKING JESUS!!!!

I've wanted to say that for so long. TAKE THAT CATHOLIC CHURCH!!! XD

XD Its officially 2009 in Utah

Hey now I want a monster XD

XD You'll have to wait for your birthday. You can drink em all and stumble around your house as much as you want.

And......happy new year. *dies a little inside* XD

Oh, and its kinda 2 AM here, so I must be going. v_v *hugs* nighty night!!

aww okay

OH AND I BEAT YOU! NOW I HAVE THE MOST COLORFUL HAIR XD

.........no fricking way. XD I can change that. I still have another bag of those streamers. XD

XD Last night I had my three colors and then an extra 5 XD

God dammit, you need a working camera. XD

XD I can't get it to work, I'm going to take it in soon, just need some cash........*Thinks* I wonder if that guy had any money on him (XD)

Wait, does anyone in your family have a camera on theit cell phone?

My moms does but she won't let me even touch that thing, Plus it makes weird noises XD

.........weird noises? XD

She made it make a fart noise when it opens XD

...............even I find that to be rather....stupid. XD

But you need a goddamn camera. XD

I know........ Suckish isn't it XD

Yeah. XD If you could just get a camra phone, you'd be set. All the pics I take are taken with my phone.

For Example:



AHH, THE EVIL 7-YEAR OLD COUSIN WILL CURSE YOU!!! XD

are those......nevermind XD

I think you have way to much fun with your phone XD. OH WAIT!

Yes, they're tanning goggles. XD

And why did you yell "oh wait"? O.o

I just remembered that My mom used my camera on halloween and me being the stupid girl I am didn't notice. I stored them on my Ipod XD

Does that mean I get to see your zombie rocker costume?

yeah but

Their all small now XD

Hold on

Eh, thats okay. XD I'll still be able to see them.

I should have taken pictures of my halloween clothes. I didn't wear an exact costume, but some black eye liner and a black cloak can do wonders. XD My firends actaly said I looked scary. XD

XD Good I can't fix it GRR